About Bes's day1: There really should be some doritos and/or pizza. You gotta pace yourself, bro. I mean, I know you're dying in a week and all, but
dayum.
I wouldn't have much to do, actually. I'd have to get everything off my chest that is currently on it... that means revealing my feelings, telling some people things that they really need to hear, and maybe even baring a few dark secrets. Hell, I'd die in a few days anyway, what do I care? Better to die without regrets.
I'd also feel obligated to write up a will. I don't actually own much, and I don't really have an extended family to fight over all my shit, but it still seems like a good idea.
I'd probably do a lot of eating, a lot of crying, and a lot of praying. I'd also like to go to Japan, just for a couple days, to fufill that dream of mine. That might not be feasible, what with travel time and the cost, but it would be a welcome addition to the plan for my last seven days on Earth.
I suppose it's kind of expected to put "sex" on the list, but as much as I talk about it, it's really not that high a priority for me. Besides, it's kind of meaningless without love behind it, and I'm not exactly in that sort of situation right now.
To make love though... yea. That would be nice. That would probably be my biggest regret: that I have never really known what it's like to be so loved by someone. ... no, not
physically, jeez. What, are we back in High School now? *smack upside the head*
Wow, that was angsty. Here, I'll make up for it:
Just once, I'd like to kick someone's ass. Or at least some
thing's ass. Maybe take a sledgehammer to an SUV or something. Generally I oppose violence 'cause it doesn't really solve anything... but come
on... I'm dying! Just indulge me, or I'll come back to haunt your ass :( And probably the rest of you, as well. <p><div style="text-align:center">
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Edited by: [url=http://p068.ezboard.com/brpgww60462.showUserPublicProfile?gid=brainwalker>BrainWalker</A] at: 5/30/04 11:49 am