So I was talking to Nama, who was expressing how he was frustrated and how GMing was hard:
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Arch mage144: So, everything working out?
T3chn0Namagomi: Yeah.
T3chn0Namagomi: Though...>.< I am rather irritated at the lynch mob that came to harass Kai.
Arch mage144: GMing is hard, isn't it?
T3chn0Namagomi: A total pain in the ass in some cases
Arch mage144: Me too. But then, I dunno who else was in on it aside from Shini, who was opening his mouth for no reason.
Arch mage144: "HAW HAW YOUR SHEET IS FUNNY"
T3chn0Namagomi: Shini IMed me telling me that many people were telling him about how "screwed up" it is.
Arch mage144: "Many people."
T3chn0Namagomi: Yeah.
Arch mage144: Did they say how it was screwed up? Or name names?
T3chn0Namagomi: No, he didn't.
T3chn0Namagomi: He mentioned the loot and the chainmail, but that's it
Arch mage144: Statement doesn't really hold a lot of water then, does it?
Arch mage144: "The loot."
Arch mage144: Because none of his characters have magical gear.
Arch mage144: No one's do. No one.
T3chn0Namagomi: Kamos somewhat does, but not a magic weapon
T3chn0Namagomi: Besides...I don't see how an extra 1d6 damage is that much.
Arch mage144: It's not.

T3chn0Namagomi: And, yeah. If she went all-out...she could possibly run out of TP halfway through one fight.
Arch mage144: Dude, Janda has a bunch of magic stuff.
T3chn0Namagomi: She's not going to GAIN much TP thanks to her STA, and thus she'll remain quite limited.
Arch mage144: She's more balanced than a lot of older characters are.
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And I decided to IM Pervy and find out what the hell was going on. I figured he'd know--I got the impression he might be among the "lots of people." I wanted to find out what the specific complaints were.
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Arch mage144: Hey, you.
SongstressEnlil: *Aloha*
Arch mage144: What's up?
SongstressEnlil: *None too much.*
Arch mage144: So I see.
Arch mage144: I am curious about something; perhaps you can satisfy my curiosity.
SongstressEnlil: *I can try*
Arch mage144: Supposedly there were "lots of people" who "had complaints about Kai's screwed up Philsys sheet."
SongstressEnlil: *::Nods::*
Arch mage144: I was wondering if you were one of them. Or if you knew who else was. I have no names, you see, just some vague complaints and lots of pointless rudeness.
Arch mage144: Because I never did find out specifically what the problem was.
SongstressEnlil: *I am. But I have no intention of getting in on that argument. Others can handle it much more effectively than I.*
Arch mage144: None of them are here. I want you to speak for them. Mostly because no one has ever told me what the problem is in the first place.
Arch mage144: And there's got to be more than what's been said.
Arch mage144: Because if the only problems were "chainmail is loud" and "hiding in plain sight is bullshit," the problems are fixed.
Arch mage144: It's deeper than that.
SongstressEnlil: *::Nods:: I'd speak with Shini, he can convey it the best, I think.*
Arch mage144: He isn't here.
Arch mage144: I don't think he can "convey it best."
Arch mage144: All he has done so far to "convey it" is said "this is a joke, your character is bullshit, where is your real sheet?"
SongstressEnlil: *Well, wait for him to show up.*
Arch mage144: I do not call that eloquence.
Arch mage144: I want to know why you won't talk to me.
SongstressEnlil: *Mostly because I am done with all the arguing. You'll notice how I almost never post in OOC anymore? That's because I don't get involved anymore unless I feel my presence is truly required. I don't think it is here.*
Arch mage144: I'm asking for your opinion. Because it is apparently the opinion of "lots of people."
SongstressEnlil: *I've given my opinion as much as I feel like going into it. I agree with the idea what the character is, as it stands, rather silly and fairly broken. I don't feel like arguing any further right now. I'm sorry.*
Arch mage144: I don't want to argue.
Arch mage144: I want to know why.
Arch mage144: No one has explained the problem to me or to anyone else.
Arch mage144: Because you are sitting here and insulting a character that I find very credible. Is my opinion worthless to you?
SongstressEnlil: *Your entire tone strikes me as someone looking to argue, AM. And I don't feel like it.
Just be patient, and someone more willing will do so.*
Arch mage144: You are right under one interpretation of the word "argue."
Arch mage144: None of the people being attacked have been given a chance to defend themselves. At all. The RPer in question included.
Arch mage144: And no one is explaining to me what is wrong. If anyone is trying to start an argument, it's you and the others that keep using words like "silly," "broken," "ridiculous," "implausble," and "screwed up."
SongstressEnlil: *Just be pateint, someone more interested in arguing than I am will show up.
Also, I've just learned that Reako's is at BW's, so I'ma head up that way in any event.*
SongstressEnlil: **Reako*
Arch mage144: Fine. Be a wall. Be part of the "conspiracy," the reason so many good people have left this forum. At this rate, I might become one of them.
Arch mage144: Call me a hate-monger and an argument-crazed fool.
SongstressEnlil: *Sorry I think I have better things to do with my time than argue over something I don't feel like arguing about.
Anyways, check ya later.*
Arch mage144: See you
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That was unproductive. Apparently, I have no credibility anymore, and Pervy won't talk to me because I'm just spoiling for a fight.
Finally, Shini logs on.
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Arch mage144: Yo, Shini.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Hello!
I must appologize, things were blown out of proportion yesterday due to my being harassed on several ends about Kai's sheet while trying to do other things.*
Arch mage144: I accept your apology. I don't want to argue with you.
Arch mage144: Though I just had a conversation with Pervy that really pissed me off.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *This is new?*
Arch mage144: Nah, not really.
Arch mage144: Though I honestly thought he was more reasonable.
Arch mage144: Apparently, some indefinably large group of people that I know the names of none of and don't actually know how many there are think that Kai's sheet for Myrnal is "ludicrous bullshit," "silly," "broken," "a very funny joke," and all kinds of other fairly insulting things.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I can see why he mightg have a problem- Later on, it looks like she ends up just basically being stealth constantly.
Also: Dances while fighitng? You stole Nezetta gig, man!*
Arch mage144: Because I helped her convert the sheet, so apparently I'm no longer a credible Philsys GM.
Arch mage144: The always sneaky thing is meant to be hilarious almost more than it is useful. It can be pushed back a few ranks, even.
Arch mage144: Is that the only problem people have? Because no one has bothered to tell me what's wrong.
Arch mage144: I accepted the chainmail thing. She's not wearing full mail, just a shirt. So that ought to clear it up.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Mm.*
Arch mage144: And hide in plain sight does not work the way it initially seemed to, so I think the clarification that was in order has been made.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I'll loook things over again when I havn't just woken up from fairly restless sleep; I'll get back to you.*
Arch mage144: Let me assure you of one thing regarding that ability...
Arch mage144: You can't run down the street in broad daylight and be invisible. =P
Arch mage144: It basically just lets you use shadows as effective cover for the purposes of hiding.
Arch mage144: Anyway, you can get back to me after you have a chance to read the thing over again...but...
Arch mage144: I'm really rather upset with the whole situation. Because no one ever clearly explained what was wrong. And no one will.
Arch mage144: Pervy stonewalled me earlier. Gave me a lot of bullshit about how "Shini can explain better than I can. I don't want to argue. Etc"
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Yeah, see, he was one of the people who started IMing me and demanding I do something about it when I was trying to help Sarah in WoW.*
Arch mage144: ...uh huh.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *So of course it ended up being "Fine, if you stop bothering me*
Arch mage144: Wow.
Arch mage144: So wait.
Arch mage144: Pervy IMed you before you had even looked at the sheet?
TheWaiChibiAngel: *He IMed me telling me to look at the sheet, and pointed out some of his beef with it.
his main beef is that, in all honesty, it seems kind of skewed. She comes in with some damned nice equipment at level 4 with techs that all revolve around Ninjutsu, when she has other things she can do.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I forget the term Pervy used, but he said something about a DND term for a game set up just for treasures and exp on the part of the PCs and more or less accused you of it.*
Arch mage144: I see.
Arch mage144: So Pervy doesn't trust me anymore.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Pervy doesn't trust anyone anymore.*
Arch mage144: What a jackass.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Don't get me wrong, he's like a brother.
But BW and I were reluctant to let him into our room at Sugoicon for that very reason.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *The man loves to feel like he's right.*
Arch mage144: That equipment's not really all that much better than anything I would give out normally--nor is it really any better than anyone else has. And as far as EXP goes, by the by--she was in 16 sessions. I typically give out 400 PS RP a session, on average...
Arch mage144: She'd be more than level 4 if it were a straight conversion, but level 4 was my suggestion to her as what was fair. She definitely didn't want to be more powerful than more established characters.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *:Nods: I respect this greatly.*
Arch mage144: Hold on a minute.
Arch mage144: I'm going to log from FFXI.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I think that's Pervy's other beef. Not nessessarily with you, but he likely thinks this will lead to other people being like "Oh, I used this character in my old Tabletop game years back, so they should be epic level by now"*
Arch mage144: You should ask Pervy how many special exceptions to the rules I was willing to make for him. Because it was "in character."
Arch mage144: Ushyu in combat. Giving Enlil a free sword with +3/+3 to AT/PA at first level, effectively six free skill points.
Arch mage144: Letting Millenia Break fly as a tech at all.
Arch mage144: Of course no one can just show up and say "oh by the way this is my old tabletop character."
Arch mage144: This is Ash telling me "these RPGWW people are awesome, I want to RP with them" and my helping her do it.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Really, don't get me started on Enlil.*
Arch mage144: I won't, trust me.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *He and I have butted heads on that particular subject enough.*
Arch mage144: I am aware.
Arch mage144: Look, I respect you. Nez still drives me nuts, but that's a minor deal. =P
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I wasn't aware she drove you nuts :-(*
Arch mage144: But Pervy is this close to driving me away from RPGWW, because every time I do anything he acts like I'm some has-been who's lost all community credibility. And there's supposedly a legion of people that agree, but none of them ever have names.
Arch mage144: Eh, we can talk about that later. XD
TheWaiChibiAngel: *That would be nice; I like to know when characters irritate people for non-IC reasons.
IC reasons would lead to constant IMs about Tareen.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *But I'll talk to Pervy about it.*
Arch mage144: I already tried to talk to him.
Arch mage144: >_>;
TheWaiChibiAngel: *You, my friend, are not me.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I have a way of talking to Pervy.*
Arch mage144: He acted like he knew nothing. Like he was backed by everyone in the world, but you could express the brilliant opinion of the masses.
Arch mage144: I hope so, because just trying pissed me off.
Arch mage144: He was being a real dick.
Arch mage144: Oh, anyway, Nezetta. If you've got the time. *laughs* Keep in mind I think I've only been in one RP with her.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *:Nods: Shoot.*
Arch mage144: I dunno. She's just uncharacteristically grating. I don't know if it's rudeness or what. Characters can be rude, that's cool and all.
Arch mage144: But she had some air that bugged me, and she was being followed around by some ass-buddy squire played by Bes, and somehow that exacerbated the problem.
Arch mage144: I was like "why is she in this adventuring party at all? She thinks everyone else is trash and keeps ordering people around and complaining."
TheWaiChibiAngel signed off at 5:24:23 PM.
TheWaiChibiAngel signed on at 5:24:44 PM.
Arch mage144: WB
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Computer crashed; I missed whatever you said after I said "Shoot."*
Arch mage144: K'
Arch mage144: I dunno. She's just uncharacteristically grating. I don't know if it's rudeness or what. Characters can be rude, that's cool and all. I have rude characters.
Arch mage144: But she had some air that bugged me, and she was being followed around by some ass-buddy squire played by Bes, and somehow that exacerbated the problem.
Arch mage144: I was like "why is she in this adventuring party at all? She thinks everyone else is trash and keeps ordering people around and complaining."
TheWaiChibiAngel: *She's arrogant and elitist. Or was, at the time.*
Arch mage144: Did that change?
Arch mage144:

TheWaiChibiAngel: *That was right after she came to Doma, after growing up in Barius.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *And we all know pleasant Barians are supposed to be.
And yeah, it changed a lot.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *She's still condescending, but she's had the air of arrogance taken out of her by several things.*
Arch mage144: I gotcha.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Nezetta's one of those characters where I like them enough that I can't have them running around being an arrogant idiot a lot of the time, so I let stuff happen to them to make them like "Oh. I'm not as cool as I thought I was. Darn it."*
Arch mage144: Yeah, that should happen. I did it to Hak. It was good for him.
Arch mage144: Still arrogant? You bet. A total prick? Nah.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Yeah. Last RP Nezzy was in, she actually just about died due to manaburn and a lich having it out for her, just because she pushed herself too hard to be impressive.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *She's also got her boyfriend in town now, when he's around, she's actually pleasant.*
Arch mage144: Ouch.
Arch mage144: *laughs*
Arch mage144: Hey, do me a favor.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *As for Shada, that was back when Bes and I were still like "So...What is this relationship, exactly?"
Yeah?*
Arch mage144: Anyone else besides Pervy that had complaints?
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Kyle.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *He was doing the same thing, and I'm willing to bet Pervy told him to do it*
Arch mage144: Ah. So "you," Pervy, and Kyle are the "lots of people."
TheWaiChibiAngel: *That's the extent of it.
Sarah may be jaded about it because I talked to her and Bes about it without really knowing what I was talking about. Bes seems to have come around.*
Arch mage144: I hope Bes didn't take my irritation too pesonally.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *He did, but it's not your fault.*
Arch mage144: I think the whole situation was damned stupid. If someone had clearly expressed a problem to either me or Kai we could've fixed it.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *He's been taking things really personally lately.*
Arch mage144: Unfortunately, I spent all day in class and posted in class when I could squeeze it in.
Arch mage144: And I can't be on AIM in class, it eats my battery too quickly to even be using a browser if I have no outlet.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Your battery sucks :-(*
Arch mage144: I mean, if there're further problems, they're correctable--I'm the one to go to about system problems, because all Kai did was create the character a year ago in D&D.
Arch mage144: Oh, and the word you're looking for is Monty Hauling. That's when you give your players tons of money and treasure arbitrarily.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *If I may make one suggestion?
Take off the "+Number" on the weapon.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *That's the one.*
Arch mage144: Yeah, sure. It's just semantics, I guess.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Seriously. Take of the +Number ont he weapons, and Pervy'll think it was fixed.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I should say "fixed"*
Arch mage144: If seeing +s on weapons causes Pervy to froth at the mouth, he has real issues.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *He doesn't like it in reference to Gaeran weapons.*
Arch mage144: Who the fuck cares? We just copied the more important items on her sheet. We left a lot of stuff off because she didn't need it.
Arch mage144: Mostly potions, scrolls, etec.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Oh, I know.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Idran helped me make my first DnD character a couple weeks back, I know how much swag they could very well have.*
Arch mage144: They will now read "Enchanted..." etc.
Arch mage144: Instead of + whatever.
Arch mage144: 'cause they are magical. That should be noted.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *That should be okay.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Well, yeah.*
Arch mage144: Pervy has fucking D&D phobia. It has no basis in anything.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Actually, he's in the same thing I am. Idran runs it fridays.*
Arch mage144: She would never call it her +1 whatever in character. She just calls them her knives.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I think Priam talked him into it.*
Arch mage144: It's 2e. Pervy, for some reason, finds 2e less bad.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Ah. Fair enough.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Also, I'm too tired at the moment to read, and I have to begin packing. Was the complete invisability thing addressed? Because that's what got the biggest "WTF" out of me.
Not in a Pervy magnitude, but it was more of a "...How?"*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *As Jak said.*
Arch mage144: The invisibility tech hasn't been addressed at length, mostly because it's not something she can actually do yet.
Arch mage144: But I was thinking a ki-activated alchemical powder or something.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Well, the problem with that is that in Gaera, popular oppinion states that Ki falls under a form of magic. I know Bes had to retool Jeridan because of it.*
Arch mage144: Yeah, I know. I talked to Jak about this earlier.
Arch mage144: I made that ruling--and I remember why.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *:Nods:*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Otherwise, Ki is a way of throwing fireballs without magic.*
Arch mage144: The reason is that a martial artist shouldn't just be able to pull tricks out of their ass and call it ki. Especially attacks.
Arch mage144: What seems reasonable to me, though, is allowing some supernatural (thematically fitting) abilities without magic as long as their rank prerequisite is much higher than an equivalent spell.
Arch mage144: An invisibility spell, illusion-magic-wise, is like rank 5 or 6 at most.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *:Nods: I'll need to ponder on it a bit. The current description just shouts "I want to have magic but not the stats for it"*
Arch mage144: It's an ability that can be axed, ultimately.
Arch mage144: It was copied more or less as-is from her D&D Prestige Class. She can't even do it in D&D yet.
Arch mage144: It's a high-level ability of the prestige class--but not that important to the character herself.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *:Nods: I think that several problems would be fixed if it were axed, honestly.*
Arch mage144: It's easily gotten rid of.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I know it's Jak's biggest question with the sheet.*
Arch mage144: He and I talked about it earlier. I gave him the same explanation about rank prereqs.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *:Nodmore:*
Arch mage144: The Perpetual Sneak thing is a less important thing systematically in Philsys.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *See, that, I can't argue with. I know full well that someone gets into the habit of doing stuff long enough and they end up doing it without realizing.*
Arch mage144: It's not really a broken ability as far as I can see, because it doesn't really help that much, but it's high enough rankwise that there's still debate about what it will do.
Arch mage144: Heh.
Arch mage144: If the invisibility is such a sticking point, I don't care--neither does she.
Arch mage144: I think people have done things that are arguably much more ridiculous, though.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Examples?8
TheWaiChibiAngel: *This isn't "I DON'T BELIEVE YOU", note, this is "Shini needs a good laugh"*
Arch mage144: Let me double check something.
Arch mage144: Well, let me rephrase.
Arch mage144: Becoming invisible quote unquote "without magic" is not the most outrageous thing an RPGWW character has been able to do. Griff had that crazy arm. Still does, right? At least a couple people can turn into dragon forms. At one point, Kamos had technomancy and could fire missiles and lasers from his gauntlets by spending TP instead of MP, and that was okay for a very long time. Pervy has a pet rabbit that turns into a crystal and smashes people's faces in, Inverse is a slime-half.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *:Nods:
A pet rabbit who has the potential to turn into a spaceship.*
Arch mage144: Yes.
Arch mage144: That isn't broken or ridiculous. At all.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Oh, no.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Because Pervy did it.*(
Arch mage144: I remember when he made that sheet.
Arch mage144: I remember when he came to the forum. I invited him.
Arch mage144: I remember telling him "you need an explanation as to why your pet cabbit cannot in fact become a starcruiser."
Arch mage144: I'm saving logs of all of the conversations I've had with people today, by the way.
Arch mage144: And I'm going to post everything. Because I'm getting really sick of people having bizarre secrets and complaining about each other behind their backs.
Arch mage144: Why do you think Adam left? Kate? Amanda?
TheWaiChibiAngel: *That's fine.*
Arch mage144: *nods* Glad we're in agreement.
Arch mage144: Let's not let this shit happen in the future. It's dumb.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Of course.*
Arch mage144: Wait, why does GC130A have a character named after the god of hate o.O
TheWaiChibiAngel: *He does?*
Arch mage144: "Nikumu Magde Veigl"
TheWaiChibiAngel: *I had no idea.*
TheWaiChibiAngel: *And have no idea.8
Arch mage144: Me neither! And me neither!
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Also, in that thread of thought of full disclosure, something I've had a discussion with a couple people about.
Should things go well in End of the Chaos, and NPCs don't start getting killed off due to PC stupidity, I'll have two somewhat questionable characters.
One of them is, basically, an android. The other is just a normal Gaeran who suffered an unfortunate accident (At the hands of Shada), who now has a robotic arm to replace the one she lost.*
Arch mage144: Clark had a fucking reploid as his character.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *Yeah, I know.*
Arch mage144: Somehow he got away with that.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *This is why I don't feel bad about the android type thing.*
Arch mage144: Yeah, we have to let some weird shit fly in Gaera occasionally. Or things will get boring.
TheWaiChibiAngel: *BUT MINE HAS AN EXPLAINATION!
Offworlder, of sorts. A human personality programmed into a robotic body when the real thing died. Daughter to one of my older villians.
I think it'll be interesting to do in PS, because I've got a way I want to try it.*
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So he proceeded to explain that to me.
I didn't realize until today that "lots of people" meant "3, one of whom was definitely harassed until he agreed with me," but that isn't really the point. I also didn't realize that I was a Monty Haul GM. Nor did I realize that I apparently have no credibility as a GM, no longer understand what fits into Gaera, and have no idea what's balanced in Philsys. It never occurred to me that I was a hateful person that just wanted to fight with peaceful, passive, harmless people. I did not realize that the words "+1 dagger" were a secret trigger implanted by government hypnosis that caused certain people to froth at the mouth and kill people. This is all news to me.
Now, I want one thing to be clear. I'm not trying to start a fight. I'm not looking to stir up more drama. I just want everyone involved to know exactly what happened and why, because the people that were involved know that a lot of tempers flared, blood boiled, and people got upset. I never meant to get as angry as I did, Shini didn't mean to sound as rude as he did, and I'm sorry if I said anything that anyone took personally.
But is this what our community has come to? Secrets and backstabbing? Drama and bullshit, where no one will come out and explain the problem? A Gaera that's owned and policed by people that generally refuse to even be recognized by name? I know that's not what I want. It's not what any of the people that have made this community great want, as far as I can tell.
Why am I posting this? Because I don't want there to be secrets. No more "people agree with me" and "lots of people think this is wrong." No more anonymous backstabbing and nebulous drama. No more people talking shit about each other over AIM with no record for the masses.
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