End's Last Thoughts.

[Endesu]

(Yes, End is dead, after all. And sorry if this is a bit crappy - my first attempt at this kind o' thing.)

Cold.

... so very cold.

.... the pain.. gad.. every part of my body is BLEEDING. So humiliating.. to be reduced to a shambling wreck, my life draining away into nothing.. if I had known that I'd have come to this fate, I may have reconsidered plunging into Mu.. again...

It seems stupid to me now that I think about it. Hell.. I had already thrown myself into Mu once to stop Astrynax. Somehow, he retained enough essence to return.. at a time when I wouldn't even expect it. I still don't know HOW he did it.. but he was defeated, thanks to Dia.. that Richard guy.. and a few others.. their names escape me at the moment, but at a time like this.. I guess it doesn't really matter.

It's no wonder, then, that the day after that is only a blur to me now.. the only thing that stays fresh in my mind is killing Astrynax as he managed to drain the last of my life away. So we both fell, but I managed to hang on long enough to realize that my soul would forever be trapped in the realm of Mu... I'm destined to become part of nothing.

Some fate for a hero.. after all of my battles, after all of my thieving, it will all come to nothing. My time with that Black Mage, Snide.. that little war with the Doman Kingdom.. the whole amulet and DemonBeast shebang.. it'll all come to nothing after all. I'll never get into that Treasury of Doma.. I'll never meet the brother of that crazy paladin.. I'll never get to say goodbye.

.... I.. guess I should try and message Dia at the very least.. if only for the last time..

[pd Rydia]

,o.o, Ah. It's so sad...

>: Except for the time he destroyed my inn... j/k XP

Nice little ficcy thingy. *nods*


<p><hr width="47%"><small>Quotes of the moment:
-=- "Eat chicken, live forever...until you die, then you're screwed." -- Matt
-=- "*Dilute them bloodlines! Make Hitler roll in his grave!*" -- Uncle Pervy
-=- "Inorafeeb eedrayob fehc tae dna ekawa llahs slived." -- Bloodhound Gang
-=- "I exist to celebrate the onion." -- 'Pepito,' (mis)translation of Pablo Neruda's «Oda a la cebolla».</p>Edited by: pd Rydia&nbsp; at: 6/8/05 20:56