An Apology.
Posted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 3:44 pmI think its been said that one of the hardest things to admit, is when you've done something wrong. And some conversation today has made me finally realize this for my own actions lately.
For the past few months, I know several people have had to hear me suddenly go into agnst mode over my lack of RPing... Jason in paticular 9.9; I've even posted here, saying I feel like Rpgww is drifting slowly away, or that the people I've known aren't around as much anymore.
And it's my own fault.
I don't hang around in chat as much anymore, and when I do I usually end up lurking because of other things. Hence the 'distant' feeling, *I'm* the one staying away 9.9; I don't make a large effort to be in RP's anymore, not even asking in chat "Is there an RP?". So when stuff happens and I don't know, it's because *I'm* not making the effort to find out. In short, I'm feeling apart from Rpgww because *I'm* not making an effort to stay a part of it.
THIS IS NOT A "GOODBYE" POST, by the way >_>;;
I still like a majority of the folks here, and chitchatting / RPing / Posting random stuff occasionally. I just don't know what I'll end up doing as far as Gaera is concerned in the near future, barring an Rp I've promised to be in. Right now, I've just been interested in other things with my free time. Maybe at some point down the road, I'll feel more like being the rabid Rp'ing wombat I once was.
I'm sorry to everyone who's had to put up with me angsting to them. I hope this will, if anything, put people at ease about it. Should I start whining again though, feel free to point to this post and tell me to "STFU", heh ^_^;;
For the past few months, I know several people have had to hear me suddenly go into agnst mode over my lack of RPing... Jason in paticular 9.9; I've even posted here, saying I feel like Rpgww is drifting slowly away, or that the people I've known aren't around as much anymore.
And it's my own fault.
I don't hang around in chat as much anymore, and when I do I usually end up lurking because of other things. Hence the 'distant' feeling, *I'm* the one staying away 9.9; I don't make a large effort to be in RP's anymore, not even asking in chat "Is there an RP?". So when stuff happens and I don't know, it's because *I'm* not making the effort to find out. In short, I'm feeling apart from Rpgww because *I'm* not making an effort to stay a part of it.
THIS IS NOT A "GOODBYE" POST, by the way >_>;;
I still like a majority of the folks here, and chitchatting / RPing / Posting random stuff occasionally. I just don't know what I'll end up doing as far as Gaera is concerned in the near future, barring an Rp I've promised to be in. Right now, I've just been interested in other things with my free time. Maybe at some point down the road, I'll feel more like being the rabid Rp'ing wombat I once was.
I'm sorry to everyone who's had to put up with me angsting to them. I hope this will, if anything, put people at ease about it. Should I start whining again though, feel free to point to this post and tell me to "STFU", heh ^_^;;
