I think you're just trying to hide the fact that you're a creepy old woman passing herself off as a gamer chick to lure young men into... something unsavory.
Anime is kind of like fish in that it is better the less "fishy" it is.
No, not unsavory! Say it ain't so! Say there's still some decency in the world and little old ladies are not actually horribly cruel old bats that annoy me in the drive thru!